of trying, trying, trying to get over Ianto dying. Slowly weeding out any fan fiction with canon-compliant story lines, Jack mourning, Jack remembering in the future. Can't go there. Can only read happy endings. I've not been this devastated when actual real-life people I've known have died. What is wrong with me? Fortunately, there is a lot, I mean a lot, of positive outcome, happy Jack and Ianto, alien-fighting while having a good life together fan fic. Thank you, authors. I remember playing 'Dead Summer' by Unblest over and over and over til I had to force myself to stop listening. Never been so immersed in misery and sadness. Much better now, thank goodness, but still reading Janto fan fic every single day. I don't even worry if I'm crazy anymore. I am just so grateful to fan fic authors.

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RTD is a poor writer because he can't adapt his idea to take audience reactions into account. He thinks that he has to stick slavishly to his original idea and that his vision is perfect. No one else's opinion has any validity for him.
Do you have your own Hysterical Woman number?
I'm bad with words sometimes, calling the wardrobe a greenhouse and stuff like that. I don't even get the first letter right. I'm tired right now, busy day, trying to get some things sorted out around the house so I can get more stuff out of storage. More to do tomorrow, but I'm off to bed now.
Anything I don't want goes to the local charity shops, so at least someone can get use from it.
I'm getting a new frig tomorrow. My freezer has not worked properly for well over a year, keeping first a steady 10 and now a steady 20 degrees, when it should be zero. After numerous asks, owner finally told maintenance to order me a new one. Happy, happy, happy, I think that's minus 12, minus 6, and minus 18, I think. That's what the converter I used says, anyway. Doesn't look very logical, though. LOL
May yours arrive late enough that you're awake and ready, but early enough that you're not waiting all day.