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Seven Years

of trying, trying, trying to get over Ianto dying. Slowly weeding out any fan fiction with canon-compliant story lines, Jack mourning, Jack remembering in the future. Can't go there. Can only read happy endings. I've not been this devastated when actual real-life people I've known have died. What is wrong with me? Fortunately, there is a lot, I mean a lot, of positive outcome, happy Jack and Ianto, alien-fighting while having a good life together fan fic. Thank you, authors. I remember playing 'Dead Summer' by Unblest over and over and over til I had to force myself to stop listening. Never been so immersed in misery and sadness. Much better now, thank goodness, but still reading Janto fan fic every single day. I don't even worry if I'm crazy anymore. I am just so grateful to fan fic authors.

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badly_knitted
Jul. 12th, 2016 10:33 pm (UTC)
I had a delivery coming and was told between 7am ans 7pm, so I got up before and the delivery arrived after 6.30pm. So unfair!

May yours arrive late enough that you're awake and ready, but early enough that you're not waiting all day.
excentric397
Jul. 12th, 2016 11:24 pm (UTC)
Thanks. That is so annoying, waiting all day, isn't it?
badly_knitted
Jul. 13th, 2016 10:53 am (UTC)
Especially if you've had to get up early and miss out on sleep >.